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this update is just for jon-michael!!! cuz i now remember that i have a live journal!!!
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[02 Aug 2005|05:30pm] |
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blah!!!!!!!!! i hate college stuff!!! i wish i knew what i wanted to do!!!!!!!
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[18 May 2005|07:33pm] |
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Sigh...I suppose I will put an entry in because I haven't in forever. So much has happened. Andy and I are officially done--on my orders and my parents'. It was the worst ending that could've possibly occured. But, I deserved it. I was...a horrible person. BUT, he was not caring about me anyway, the way he said he did. It seems like everything he ever said to me was crap. Oh well. Now he has another girlfriend. And it hasn't been that long. Well I guess 2 months is kinda a long time. But it was a extremely harsh horrible ending. And I am still hurting lots...so i guess I just don't understand why he is not. He says that he's so happy. I'm getting there. Definitely not there yet. Still trying to figure out what to fill the hole in my heart up with. But I'm working on it. School is over in 4 days. That is exciting stuff. Even with all the awful things that have happened this year, I definitely think it has been the best yr of high school yet. I have gotten to see who my true friends are, and what amazing people they are too. I'm so glad I have the friends I have. They are simply AWESOME. I wouldn't have made it through the year alive w/out them. Anyway...i've got some studying to do.
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[08 Sep 2004|10:19pm] |
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yeah disregard the last post...
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[29 Mar 2004|07:29pm] |
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my new obsession is finding nemo. it is by far the funniest movie ever.
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[29 Mar 2004|06:54pm] |
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Oh my goodness I am SO sick of all this DRAMA. with andy. he came over, snuck over is more like it, at like 11pm on sunday. so he could talk to me. som we did. and i guess everything is okay now. lately he has just been getting on my nerves though. which makes me happy about the fact that i am no longer going out with him. and lemme tell ya what, being single ROX. vanessa and dyana and I did a sisterly bonding thing on saturday and pulled an all nighter. it was so much fun. we went to this bonfire thing and then ended up sleeping over in this house with all these naval academy guys. great fun. a little WEIRD, but fun. lol. i've never eatin that many marshmallows in my life. anywho, i feel kinda crappy still about the whole andy situation, but surpisingly incredibly happy. he was on the brink of obsession which is kinda scary. it was for the best though. i couldn't have gone out with him any longer. i think i'll stay single for a while and have fun doing the little crush thing. you know, where you have a new crush like every day. today's crush will be....corey. something about him is just...cool i guess. he rock climbs and is incredibly buff and that is incredibly attractive. lol. sadly, he has a girlfriend, but i suppose it kinda makes the whole crush thing more fun in an odd way.
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[24 Mar 2004|06:27pm] |
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Well in my first journal entry I said i had a boyfriend. That has changed. This afternoon I brok up with him. This was the 2nd time we have gone out. And it really has not worked. Our personalities just aren't fitting together. He's a great guy, but just really not my type. I have finally decided it is time to be done with all this drama. A butt load of drama. He was crushed. I felt horrible and relieved. More of relieved. He should've seen it coming if he was watching the signs ;). Anyway, that's finally done. ah. I'm single!! I love the feeling. it's awesome.
Well, on the down side, my parents have been really mad at me lately. They say something is wrong with me. Maybe the breakup will change it. They seem kinda grumpy lately. Or maybe I just am. Well I'm in a pretty good mood now so I'll just leave it at that.
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[21 Mar 2004|10:01pm] |
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Well since this is my first journal entry, I guess I could tell ya a little about myself. I'm the youngest in the family of 5. I have two older sisters, Dyana and Vanessa, who rock. High school is...fun i suppose. School has been gettin kinda rough these days for me though. I have a wonderful boyfriend, Andy, who has been helpin me through it all. In my free time I like to do....basically anything that is FUN. I'm all about having fun. I love games, puzzles, sports, TV, movies, everything. Anywho, my parents are by far the most strict parents in the entire world. There are SO many rules. Starting to get sick of them...anyway, I'm definitely a nerd. lol. I'm in band which gives me away. Band people are weird...oh that's right, me too. I also play the oh so popular sport of tennis. and badminton which is the COOLEST sport ever. Yeah so if I ever say anything total dorky, i have an excuse. I'm in band. Well, I guess that's all for now. I'll write soon.
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